365 days in a nutshell.

dimly lit rooms

and bad language over rum;

lonely Sundays

and bitter coffee in a hotel room;

unknown smiles

and decisions you'll regret;

telling secrets to strangers

you'll never meet again;

afternoon walks in old places

with the girl you'll never see again;

falling in love at the wrong time

with the right person;

quitting your job

because you hate your boss;

working till 5 in the morning

with the sweet pain in your bones;

forgetting friends you thought would stay forever;

crying till you're out of breath;

hurting people you love;

loving people who've hurt you;

not sleeping for days

then sleep for a week;

getting drunker than ever

and fucking it up;

someone told you 'forever'

and then got away;

you wished for sunshine

but you got a hurricane;

wanted to stay 

but had to move on;

life is harder than ever

but there must be a way;

loving you for what you are only in front of me;

I am scared to death.

V.