not anymore...

I've worried too much
but not anymore.
I've spent too much
but not anymore.
I've wasted too much
but not anymore.
I've been too messed up
but not anymore.
I've wanted too much 
but not anymore.
I've shouted too much 
but not anymore.
I've cursed way too much
but not anymore.
I've been killing myself
but not anymore.
I've been drowning myself
but not anymore.
I am fucking it up.
But I promise..
No more!

V.