I didn't know that I shouldn't know.

I woke up today
planless..
I didn't know what was next,
I didn't know if I should quit,
if I should find another job,
did I want another job
or did need it..?

I didn't know if I should eat,
if I should have some dinner,
did I want more food in me
or did I need it..?

I didn't know if I should leave,
if I should find some other place,
did I want to get so far away
or did I need it..?

I didn't know what I wanted to do.
if I should follow written rules,
did I want to break the chains
or did I need it..?

I'm about to wake up tomorrow
planless.
I still won't know what is next
but that's supposed to be.

V.